another stressful day

i spent much of this weekend and the last few days doing 2 essays and studying for my analysis final. the essays, i handed in yesterday. the final, i took tonight. it wasn't as bad as i had imagined. we definitely overstudied. and the things he asked for went over my head (of course, when it's something i'm not 100% about, thats the thing that gets a question).

i was on campus since 10am and spent all day studying. by the time the test came around, i feel like i had forgotten everything. oh well...

after the test, we decided to get dinner and a movie. john ordered pizza for us -- 2 pies and we didn't even finish them. i took home the last two slices and my brother ate them cold. we also picked up some candy and junk food and drinks at the grocery store across the street. we watched the matrix tonight -- awesome movie.

i'm actually still upset at allan. i was trying to save him $3 dollars and he called me stingy. it wasn't just that i was being stingy; he also referred to me as a librarian in a condescending tone -- "the librarian is being stingy." i dont appreciate the comment and i let him know i found that offensive. no apologies. fine. i know you're still mad at me bout my forgetting you already paid me back. again, i'm sorry i forgot, but you didn't have to insult me. i understand it's already cheaper to buy those, but if it's on sale and the register didnt ring it up, you say something. i'm not being stingy about $3. it's your money. whatever. if i had known you didn't care, i wouldn't have pointed it out. and i wouldn't have had a nasty (multidimensional) comment directed at me.

i really hate that money seems to be the bane of my existence. even my friendships are ruled by money. i know money is important and we want to share equally in the fun times (which unfortunately involve $$). i know we're all strapped for cash, so if we can save a little here and there, it could be spent elsewhere. this is another reason not to hang out with ppl...